It seems like every thing I'm doing now isn't producing anything good. It's like being stuck in a maze and walking in an endless circle.It's not that I'm not trying my best, but.. it just happens. The worst part is, I have no one to talk to about since the people that I can actually talk to is either interning or working at the moment. All I can do is keeping it bottled up inside and hope for it to go away after some time.

Basically, any thing I touch or say is bringing disaster to myself and slowly killing me inside. What's wrong with me? Even on social media, I can't express my thoughts freely without being hated or talked about by anyone. I just need some alone time with myself. Not to cry, but to repent on what I did. In my head, it is mainly my fault. So yeahh..